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Friday, May 04, 2007

YOU MAY BEGIN YOUR PAPER.
everyone of us have heard this sentence for at least the past 10 years.
TODAY is my Mid Year Exam for English, both paper 1 and 2.
i was not kinda prepared for this paper, walking into the exam hall with a half-hearted feeling.
i kept on forcing myself to feel that i am able to do it, no matter what, do my best.
why am i still so LAZY? cannot be bothered? i want to go to POLYTECHNIC,
but am i working towards my target that i have been setting? or am i just giving blank believes?

the paper was not as difficult as i expected, but its FAR more difficult that i have expected.
Just the composition is enough to kill million tons of brain-cells.
i chose a question on a personal recount, it goes this way:
(Write about an occasion that you were forced to stay at home.)
i think this is the simplest question, as i am not confident enough for expository, i have no choice.
and for section 2, suituational writing, its on suspicion report,
i crack my brain as though with 100000000000 hammer, and i have a serious headache.

during the break, i realised that alot of us did not attempt the expository,
not because we do not know how to do, but no confidence, and its tough!! and i am serious...
bought green tea to cool myself down. i still have another paper to go, more stress.
i cannot think that exam is a stressful event, as it will increase my stress level.

we back to the hall, walk all the way in front to my seat, pulled out the chair, shaking.
within 5 mins, the paper commence, i opened up the question paper and the attachment.
i was out of words, for seconds i was stoning, staring at the papers.
but i cannot just give up, COME ON WEI SHENG!!!
you can do it , do not think that you are a failure, have high self-esteem...
i pick up my pen and started doing the paper, after a huge brainstorm session,
i completed my paper, a sense of relief, finally, another subject over.
More to come in my way, face it, do not run away.......

WAKE UP NOW, STOP DOING THINGS THAT GIVE YOU FALSE HOPES.
DON'T THINK FRIENDS GIVES YOU EVERYTHING, YOU ARE A SOLO PERSON.
REMEMBER THE TIME YOU WALK THROUGH THICK AND THIN, ALONE.
DO NOT GIVE UP EASILY, TRY IS NOT ENOUGH, BUT ITS BETTER THAN GIVING UP.
HAVE A HIGH SELF-ESTEEM, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
DO IT FOR YOURSELF AND NOT FOR OTHERS, YOU WILL HAVE WHAT YOU WANT.
STRAIGHT As ARE NOT IMPOSSIBLE, BREAK A RECORD, SET YOUR TARGETS...
NO ONE IS SUPPOSE TO MOCK AND LAUGH YOU, YOU ARE TALENTED.
YOU HAVE SOMETHING OTHER MAY NOT HAVE IN THEM, SHOW THEM.
YOU MAY NOT LOOK NICE, SO WHAT, YOU ARE UNIQUE, THATS ENOUGH.
PEOPLE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER, BUT THE CONTENT.
GIVE YOURSELF HOPES, AND SEE WHAT YOU ACHIEVE IN THE END,
IT WILL BE NICE, GREAT, AND HEART-WARMING RESULTS...
SO WEI SHENG, YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE...

aHbOeiiShEnG
bLaStInG tO rEsT...
wooSH!~!!!

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